This note was found pinned to a shirt of a 26-year old Andie Scoure, he was lying in bed,
dead from an overdose of sleeping pills, vicodin and Cr?me de Menthe.
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By the time you read this
I will no longer be in pain, I will be dead.
Johny - I know I failed you,
But all I could ask for now is forgiveness,
I hope you will be able to move on
and not think of me as a fucking sack of shit,
that I am, but
Maybe you can remember the good times too
Trish and Jonah ? You two are the most fucking beautiful people
to ever happen to a fuck like me, I love you to death, I hope your hearts will heal, after this,
I cry when I think of last winter, if it wasn?t for you my short life would have been much
shorter
Mom and Kel - I know I haven?t been the best son and bro
and I am sorry, I love you all,
Kel - I didn?t have the guts to say this before, but I think you should leave that creep,
I saw him kissing a girl in a booth at Dewey?s, she was like 17, he had
his hands under her shirt and, I didn?t want to say anything, because you were pregnant,
but after your ? you know
Dad - you fuck, why did you? Ah, hell, I know why, I would have too, assholes breed
assholes. But you're also a fool, if you thought I didn?t know, or was too young, I hope you
fucking die before you hurt somebody again.
I miss you now, as I am about to go?
Lizette - I sent you a letter a week ago, and you, only you could have stopped me, so I am
not afraid to place all the blame and guilt of my death on you,
I know you have received it, cause I was there, watching across the street
as you signed for it, you were wearing your green polka dot dress, and you were
barefoot, and I had to restrain myself from running to you and falling down on
your doorstep. I have exhausted my supply of feelings and love for you. What we had
was paradise and you will never find it again. Not with Tom Scritchnig. Not
with anyone.

Kel take the car, J. please sell my comics and records and split the money with
my Mom.
I know Liz would want to take Polly, so let her.
"Goodbye Cruel World", I am too weak to go on?
Goodbye, bye, bye-bye.